Sentimientos acarreados del pasado

Nunca te diré esas dos palabras pues se que son como la ánfora de Pandora.

Je ne sais pas pourquoi tu es dans mon esprit.

I know that nothing of this has any sense, but still I'm going to do it.

I don't care if my body feels heavy, I don't care If my mind is paralyzed, I don't care if my emotions are asleep.

I know that all of this has a lot of sense, but still I don't do it. 

Contradictions? 

Yes.

But my existence is based in it. 

One more time my mind is going far away.

 I feel fear, I feel distress. 

I don't wanna go to that place again, 

that place where nothing is there,

where my emotions sleep in a hug that only asphyxia.